There is no one that is going to look at what I've done and say "good job". I still believe that what we do is for the sake of others, but it includes the other inside our selves also. Actually, more than sometimes, it is the only "other" left. For it is as it goes in the ancient egyptian text, Conversation of a man with his soul : "Whom can I talk to today? Brothers are evil and friends of today don't love each other. Whom can I talk to today? Kindness has vanished and rudeness has descended upon everyone. Hearts are greedy and every man is stealing things from his fellow. Whom can I talk to today? One is contented with evil and goodness is cast on the ground everywhere. Whom can I talk to today? there is no man's heart on which one may rely. None are righteousand the land is left to evildoers. I'm laden with misery for lack of an intimate friend". Then, the man finally comes to an understanding with himself: "What my soul said to me:...
ego, hic et nunc